I am nothing

I am starting up my blog again.

I do this hesitantly and with great reservation. Not because I plan to write particularly controversial subjects, or because I believe them untrue. There has been a common theme among most blogs, notes, and other writings of mine; after I write them, I regret what I wrote.

I write as a sinner, one who is filled with pride and self indulgence. Who am I to speak of the mysteries of God? I am nothing.

At my best attempt to write something good, I only tarnish it with my sin and make it something less than what it was.

Nevertheless, I find myself in a precarious position. God continues to reveal Himself to me; He is teaching me, instructing me, and calling me to something better. I find that I become overwhelmed by the concepts, and exhortations. I must proccess them one at a time and my hope is that this blog will aid me in doing just that.

Before I proceed I ask the reader to forgive me for anything I have written in the past and for anything I write here in this blog. Please, pray for me.